[ now time to lie to wen qing. who will know he is lying but let him go anyway because she knows if wei wuxian really wants to leave, you can't keep him there ]
[ Wei Wuxian spots Lan Wangji before Lan Wangji can spot him. He's in the lobby of the building he's in, the windows a little tinted so it's hard to tell who's inside. But he can watch the street pretty easily from there. He's got his beanie and glasses back on and is fiddling with his phone but when he sees a familiar car pull into a parking space out front, well. He makes a break for it. Before Lan Wangji can message him, there's a message: ]
i see you!!
[ And he'll slip outside, hurrying towards the passenger seat door of the car. He'll wave at Lan Wangji through the window once he confirms it's him and when he unlocks the door, Wei Wuxian slips in real quickly. So quick! Look, he's avoiding any press that might be lingering outside. If he's quick, they can't catch him...! ]
[ Lan Wangji pulls up outside of the building, unlocking his phone to send a message when one preemptively arrives from Wei Wuxian himself. Looking up just in time to spot him exiting the building, he can't help the small smile which appears while unlocking the door and allowing him to slip in. ]
Hello again, Wei Ying.
[ He waits just a moment to ensure that seat belts are properly buckled, before pulling out of the parking spot and heading down the road. ]
..I have not forgotten your greeting.
[ The kiss hello, which he promised. But if those really were press members outside and they had decided to snoop at the car as they ask themselves was that really Wei Wuxian? He can imagine the drama if they were caught with tongues down each other's throats.
Not that Lan Wangji minds at all, but it isn't his career on the line. ]
[ That would've been an issue, yeah. Wei Wuxian is thinking the same thing to himself when he hears Lan Wangji's explanation and he smiles, appreciating the thoughtfulness.
But he's still gonna ham it up, of course! ]
Then you owe me ten more kisses when we're alone!
[ It's so so so so difficult to keep himself reigned in right now. He's admiring Lan Wangji from his spot in the passenger seat, eyes more drawn to him than anything they're passing by outside, as if he can't get enough of watching the other man. He's just... so handsome. And so perfect. And he makes Wei Wuxian's heart feel so, so, so full. ]
... But thank you for looking out for me. I think Wen Qing would kill me if I got caught kissing in public. My clean image, hahahaha!
[ He's everyone's darling, after all. The perfect boy next door, handsome sweetheart, adorable heartthrob. If people found out he was in a relationship, phew! Who knows what scandal that would bring! ]
[ With a pause in the traffic he glances over as he speaks, also just staring at the man beside him as if they had been parted for years and not merely hours, just... watching him, looking at his smile, and he doesn't resist reaching over to take a hand in his once more before they drive off again.
It isn't going to stop at ten kisses, he can guarantee that, which only brings up a tiny amused smirk that he quickly attempts to hide once Wei Wuxian talks of his image.]
In your last romantic drama, you asked the father for permission to marry before you kissed her. Is that what Wei Ying expects? Should I petition the Jiangs?
[ There's no reason why the idea of getting married to Lan Wangji excites him so but it does, just... the immediate feeling of sureness. The immediate feeling that getting married to Lan Wangji is all he wants in the world, all he needs. He would do it right now, would elope with him immediately, if he didn't think that was an insane thing to suggest and make Lan Wangji truly look at him like he lost his mind.
But he wants it! He wants it so bad it makes his chest ache. Damnit, he knows it's just a joke but... damnit! ]
The Jiangs won't care. You should petition Wen Qing. Her approval is much more hard won, I promise you that.
[ He laughs then and squeezes Lan Wangji's hand lightly as his hand is held. It feels good, which is why even though he just told himself it'd be insane to bring it up, he ends up blurting out â ]
[ Honestly, Lan Wangji would much rather deal with Wen Qing anyway. There's certainly no love lost between himself and the Jiangs aside from the sister perhaps, while Wen Qing has earned her respect. Well, in a previous lifetime, anyway. Maybe they are all different in their current iterations, but he thinks not.
But then the talk of marriage becomes a little more direct, more than just idle joking. It is the type of conversation you have after many dates, and in modern times he knows that couples may date for months and even years without it coming up, if these were regular circumstances one of them may have run away to avoid talking about it so soon, but he does not intend to shy away from answering. ]
I do.
[ His eyes still focus on the road ahead, but his hand gives a little squeeze. ]
I intend to marry the man I will spend my life with.
[ No 'hope to' or 'wish to' here, he intends to do it, and will. And while no name is mentioned, considering the hand held tightly in his own it should be obvious who he means by that.. ]
[ This is... this is crazy. This is so crazy! Why is his heart racing and he feels so light in his heart after hearing that from Lan Wangji? I intend to marry the man I will spend my life with. Not everyone "the person" â man he says, while holding Wei Wuxian's hand, while squeezing it lightly and reassuringly. This is making him feel a little crazy, he thinks.
He's this close to asking Lan Wangji if he'll marry him. So close. He hasn't even been to his house. He hasn't even met his brother. They haven't even had sex. But god, it would be funny to get married and not tell Jiang Cheng. Let him know afterwards, as a courtesy. Would be fucking funny. And then he'd have him â the love of his life. Permanently attached to each other. Not that... he's told Lan Wangji he's the love of his life. Because that'd be insane too, right?
God, these feelings are strong. So strong he feels a little punch-drunk. He lifts their clasped hands and presses a kiss to Lan Wangji's knuckles before letting them drop again, completely smitten. ]
Me too. I only want to get married once, to one man, and to spend the rest of our lives together. I don't want anyone else.
[ Is that insane to say to someone you've been on one date with just that morning after texting each other all night? Probably. Definitely. But to be fair, Wei Wuxian is the one with a lot to lose here and he's risking it all just to have a scrap more of Lan Wangji's attention. There is no rational explanation for his actions. ]
[ It would be so easy to offer a proposal right now. Right this second. They need rings? Sure, they could turn the car around and go to a jewelers right now. He's rich. Need a witness? Luckily Xichen knows everything, and if Wangji showed up at his house right now saying he would be getting married, he'd only sigh in resignation.
But he doesn't say it, only because he knows he needs to give Wei Ying a little breathing room. They'll spend quality time together, Wei Wuxian will fall in love with his penthouse, his cooking, his rabbits, will be utterly taken apart in bed, and everything will fall into its rightful place. He won't say it yet, but he can certainly drop the biggest, most obvious implications that it will happen some point down the line. ]
Wei Ying. I am not suited for casual dating. I believe when done so, it should be with the intentions of marriage.
[ If Wei Ying accepts, great, and if it makes him a little flighty then Lan Wangji will just spend the coming days, weeks, however long showering him with affection until his apprehensions melt away. It really is unfair to Wei Wuxian, not knowing that the man beside him practically has a cheat sheet of all his likes and dislikes, and is confident he can easily mold himself into his literal Dream Man âĸ ]
[ It doesn't make him flighty but it does freak him out a little how right this feels. How he doesn't feel any fear in response to Lan Wangji's words, just excitement and yearning. He's starting to wonder if there's something wrong with him to be this desperate for a man he only just met. There's a little anxiety behind his smile as he looks back at Lan Wangji but he doesn't pull his hand back, just looks so hopelessly fond. ]
Okay. Then... we'll date with that intention.
[ Butterflies in his stomach, he wishes they weren't driving so he could crawl into Lan Wangji's lap and be soothed by his touch. It's a little wild how clearly he can envision it, how much he aches for it. He's never been in a relationship before â only acted in ones for TV but he feels like he knows how this would go, knows how they would meet each other's edges like perfect puzzle pieces linked together.
He's in love. This has to be love. There's no other answer for it, is there? ]
[ He is soooo pleased to hear it, so happy. A nagging thought in the back of Lan Wangji's head had been telling him all day to be cautious, that being too eager or too truthful could scare Wei Wuxian away and then he'd need to work twice as hard to lure him back, but it really isn't the case. And why would would it be? They are soulmates, of course the yearning to be together would work both ways.
He turns to face Wei Wuxian for a moment when the drive allows it, flashing him a smile which is small but soft and genuine. He really is looking forward to getting them home, to be able to spend the rest of the afternoon and all night wrapped up in the arms of his only love.
Thankfully there is not much further to go as they end up in one of the nice districts of town, full of luxury residential buildings which seem to reach up to the very sky. A quick turn takes them into the underground parking lot of one, and it seems that each apartment even has a couple assigned parking spots especially for them. Very swanky. ]
We have arrived.
[ Looking over again to the passenger side, he wants to kiss him so bad... but soon. Soon. Instead Lan Wangji gives a final squeeze of his hand before letting go and getting out of the car. ]
One moment.
[ Once out he walks around the car to open up the passenger side, holding out a hand to help Wei Wuxian climb out. They may both be guys but he's still set on being a proper gentleman, all part of the plan to woo Wei Wing in record time! ]
[ It's that smile that abates the lingering anxiety in Wei Wuxian's heart about all this. It feels hard won, and only for him, and he still doesn't know Lan Wangji too well but he knows that his smiles must be rare. He just feels... a lot of things right now, wants to spill his guts to Lan Wangji about how he's never felt like this for anyone, how no one's ever actually interested him before but he feels so smitten and lustful over Lan Wangji â that he wants nothing more than to sink into his arms and never come out.
Is it uncouth for someone like him to feel this way? He's built his career over lying to millions of people in a way that makes them feel happy. He has a reputation to maintain. His biggest worry is that Lan Wangji thinks he's being impulsive and reckless and that's just who he is as a person, that how he's responding to Lan Wangji isn't the exception but the rule. He's never thought of this way about a fan before, but he saw Lan Wangji at the fanmeeting and his heart was consumed.
He's grateful they finally arrive at the apartment building because he thinks he might explode if he doesn't tackle these feelings in some way soon, if not verbally, physically. He did notice that Lan Wangji lives in a really good neighborhood, that his apartment building is nothing short of... lush. How rich is this guy? He'll wait in the passenger seat when he's told to wait, surprised when Lan Wangji opens his car door and holds out a hand for him. ]
You're really old fashioned, huh?
[ It's a wonder that they don't actually get married before sex. But he'll take Lan Wangji's hand and step out of the car, letting the door close behind him. After, he's immediately winding his arms around Lan Wangji's arm, hanging off him happily as he smiles up at him. Lan Wangji has a few inches on him, which is kind of funny. Usually he's the tall one in the relationships he has on TV. This makes him feel good though, small and nice. ]
We should go up to your place, before I get distracted kissing you down here.
A product of my family upbringing. You think it amusing.
[ Or maybe.. you know.. it's the fact that he is LITERALLY old-fashioned, and was even centuries ago. Once a fuddy-duddy, always a fuddy-duddy.
They probably WOULD have to wait for marriage if a) it was anyone other than Wei Ying (an impossibility) and b) Lan Wangji didn't consider them already married. But they are, soul to soul, so it's fine.
As Wei Ying wraps an arm around his, Lan Wangji leans into it, the need to open doors and press buttons being the only reasoning why he doesn't reach out with his second hand to tug Wei Wuxian even closer. He gives a little non-committal hum in response to the kissing, agreeing that it really should wait until they are inside (soon... soon... ) and he leads them into the lobby elevator and with a flash of a keycard up, up, up, right to the top, and once it opens there is no hallway, only a single door?
Oh. They spoke about it before, kind of, but he's like rich rich.... ]
This is home.
[ And will be Wei Ying's also, eventually! Or it will be from the moment he steps one foot inside because he'll just never want to leave, if Lan Wangji gets his way. He should probably give a tour, show off his rabbits or something, but instead as soon as the door closes behind them he is stepping closer in silence, wrapping an arm around Wei Wuxian's back to pull him closer as he's being backed against the wall.. ]
[ There is laughter in response to Lan Wangji's reply. A product of his family upbringing. Okay. ]
I do. You're a real fuddy-duddy, you know that?
[ If anything confirms this is Wei Wuxian, the fact that he's calling Lan Wangji a fuddy-duddy cements it. But he doesn't mean it as an insult, it's just... cute. Lan Wangji is cute. He's all smiles as Lan Wangji leads him into the elevator and it's only as they go higher and higher, to the highest floor, that he begins to wonder if Lan Wangji doesn't just have an apartment but the penthouse. That's crazy, right? No way?
But oh, then he's led into a hallway with a single door and, okay. Yeah. He has the penthouse. That's insane. Holy shit. He's trying to quantify all this in his head as they pass through the door but then he doesn't have much time to do that before Lan Wangji is crowding him in against the wall and getting into his space. Oh. Oh.
He'll let go of his arm only so he can wrap his arms around Lan Wangji's neck and feel himself full of fluster. There is Lan Wangji with his soft fluffy hair and intense golden eyes, looking right at him and ahhh.... ahhh.... ]
[ There is no annoying car console or steering wheel in the way this time, no nosy granny serving breakfast, no managers or reporters. Finally he can kiss Wei Wuxian the way he had wanted.
They're up against the wall and Lan Wangji still has a hand clutching at the small of his back, the other brushing through hair as he leans in and kisses. It is definitely not a chaste or hesitant kiss but instead one that oozes confidence and the want for more, as if he were already so used to kissing his Wei Ying that it comes as natural as breathing, as if he is parched and desperate for contact, as if they had been apart for weeks or months and not merely hours.
He tilts his head as he coaxes Wei Wuxian's up, using those few inches of difference in height to deepen the kiss, to use tongue just a little, and when they finally need to take a moment's break for some actual air he speaks, low and quiet. ]
[ Wei Wuxian has never been kissed like this before. Never. To be fair, all of his kisses before today were acting related â either in workshops or on screen. He's never kissed anyone for pleasure, never wanted to, not until he met Lan Wangji. And the way Lan Wangji kisses him, like he knows exactly how to kiss Wei Wuxian, exactly what Wei Wuxian needs, no argument about it, it makes him weak in the knees and sink against his chest a little as his mouth is taken.
When the kiss breaks, Wei Wuxian has a dazed look on his face, arousal coursing through him. Lan Wangji is... wonderful, he thinks. Perfect. Exactly the man he needed and he didn't even realize it. He needs to tell him. Tell him the truth. That he's the only one Wei Wuxian has ever looked at, the only one he's ever actually wanted. ]
I have to confess something.
[ Voice a little hoarse, low and pleased. He tilts up on his tippy toes to get more in Lan Wangji's space, to wrap his arms tighter around his neck and press a kiss to the corner of his mouth. ]
I've never kissed anyone before, if it wasn't for acting. I've never dated before. I've never had sex before. The first time I kissed anyone because I wanted to kiss them was in your car this morning. The first time I'll have sex will be tonight, with you. I've never been interested in anyone before, until I met you.
[ Which makes sense, if you know they're soulmates. If you don't, it might just seem like Wei Wuxian is lying or socially awkward since he's become so famous but... never been with anyone? All the people throwing themselves at his feet and he never liked any of them?
This combined with how fast they've been moving relationship wise, it should raise red flags, set off alarm bells, but it all makes sense if you know that his soul belongs to Lan Wangji and Lan Wangji alone. Wei Wuxian doesn't know how to explain himself either though. He just feels like something's awoken in him and he can't breathe if he's not around Lan Wangji. ]
[ Lan Wangji watches intently, giving all of his focus yet obviously curious as Wei Wuxian admits to having a confession. As he hears it however, and the understanding begins to settle in, the look before is exchanged for one which is happy, but also rather proud.
He had hoped that Wei Wuxian hadn't been with any others, didn't like the thought of him even dating anybody else even if it never lead to sex, or even kissing, but to have confirmation now is honestly so satisfying and he smiles, relaxed and content as he leans their foreheads together. When it comes to love and romance, they will always been each others firsts and onlys. ]
I have only ever wanted to kiss Wei Ying. Have only kissed Wei Ying. [ It isn't.... a lie... exactly.. even if certain details are withheld..] He will be the only one in my bed, the only one I want to wake up with.
[ And now he's just going to kiss him again, for good measure. ]
[ He is kissed before he can adequately reply and so he sinks into it, kissing back Lan Wangji with earnest presses of his lips and swipes of his tongue. There is something that bubbles in him, relief? Satisfaction? At the response that Lan Wangji hasn't pursued anyone before either. That Wei Wuxian will be his first, his only. He probably should've made that kiss in the car a bit sweeter, he thinks, if it was Lan Wangji's first kiss but... it was a good kiss regardless.
It's a little surreal then just how good Lan Wangji is at kissing him if this is one of his first few kisses. He's so confident, so bold. But maybe that's just an innate trait of Lan Wangji's, knowing what he wants and how to get it. Which, on that note, when the kiss (two of ten) breaks and Wei Wuxian is left panting softly against Lan Wangji's lips, he grins a little lopsided. ]
That... that doesn't mean I don't have experience. [ A grin, teasing. ] I have toys at home. I know what I like. What I want. When we get there... I really want you to fuck me.
[ And then he's pushing forward himself to kiss Lan Wangji again. He's a grown man who has had his own sexual desires! He's fucked himself with a dildo and dreamed of an imaginary man who would pin him down and take him. Now he has that man and he knows he wants his cock. He doesn't want any confusion here, he wants to be the one who gets fucked and he wants Lan Wangji to do it. ]
[ Aside from wondering if Wei Wuxian had sex before or not, Lan Wangji hadn't given it much thought otherwise as to what the other man had done in terms of discovering what he likes. Imagined scenarios when alone in his bed he had assumed, it hadn't mattered much because Lan Wangji's plan was to fuck him well enough he'd never want anything else, but now tempted with the knowledge of Wei Wuxian alone in his bed, tempted with the thoughts of him sweaty and writhing as he attempts to fill himself..
There was a plan. Hanging out and talking, later cooking, dinner, eventually bed, but now the order is being rewritten in his head]
Wei Ying.. [ He pulls back from that next kiss, still letting their lips brush against each other as he speaks. ] Keep saying such things, and your dinner is going to be delayed. I will be occupied.
[ Lan Wangji has such a specific way of speaking that it delights Wei Wuxian. It's a bit old-fashioned, coming from such a young face, and Wei Wuxian relishes in it. He thinks it makes him even more handsome, even more sexy, really. And the way he responds to him now does not lessen that attraction. I will be occupied, he says, instead of saying he's going to fuck Wei Wuxian. It makes him laugh.
Giddy, he leans up and kisses Lan Wangji's nose, fingers curling against his shoulders as he holds onto him and wiggles a little in his grip. He wants more, he can't say he doesn't. ]
Occupied, huh? Occupied with what?
[ A soft hum and he pulls one of his hands back to take Lan Wangji's wrist in his own, pulling his hand down, down, down until it's resting on Wei Wuxian's ass. That's what he wants. ]
With... kissing me? Touching me? Fucking me?
[ Another soft, chaste kiss against the corner of his lips. ]
Should I pretend I don't want that? I'm a really good actor, you know.
[ His hand is moved to rest upon ass as he cannot resist kneading into it with a firm grip, his other hand soon sliding downwards to join it on the other side. Plump and perky, bless those modern workout routines.
Wei Ying asks if he should pretend and while he knows it is in jest, he doesn't want that to happen at all, his hands slipping down a little further as he leans forward, wrapping around the back of Wei Wuxian's legs at the top of the thighs before Lan Wangji just hoists him up as he kisses, carrying him several inches from the ground as he begins walking them through the penthouse. ]
[ Admittedly, he's not expecting to be picked up but he doesn't dislike it at all. He lets out a soft, surprised gasp at the sudden lift but then he laughs, delighted, as his arms go around Lan Wangji's neck and his legs go around his hips. He's never treated like this, never the one who is swept off his feet and instead the one doing the sweeping. Granted, that's all in his roles as an actor and he's never had anything similar in real life but it's still exciting to be on the receiving end.
He likes it.
So, as they kiss, he groans softly into Lan Wangji's mouth and kisses and kisses and kisses him. He lifts a hand to sink it into Lan Wangji's hair, clutching a fistful of the soft strands and holding onto him tightly. His other arm goes around Lan Wangji's shoulders, clutching his shoulder from behind and holding onto him. As the kiss breaks and Lan Wangji talks, he grins a little stupid and looks at him with hungry, hungry eyes. ]
Good. I don't want to pretend otherwise. I want you to do it.
[ He should take more of a look around the penthouse as they make their way through it, trying to see the decor and the way Lan Wangji lives. But he's... distracted. So, all he does is sink into their next kiss, moaning softly against him and letting their tongues slide against each other with urgent, desperate desire. ]
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[ now time to lie to wen qing. who will know he is lying but let him go anyway because she knows if wei wuxian really wants to leave, you can't keep him there ]
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[ welp looks like it is 'break wei ying out of work' time ]
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i expect a kiss hello!
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See you soon, Wei ying.
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i see you!!
[ And he'll slip outside, hurrying towards the passenger seat door of the car. He'll wave at Lan Wangji through the window once he confirms it's him and when he unlocks the door, Wei Wuxian slips in real quickly. So quick! Look, he's avoiding any press that might be lingering outside. If he's quick, they can't catch him...! ]
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Hello again, Wei Ying.
[ He waits just a moment to ensure that seat belts are properly buckled, before pulling out of the parking spot and heading down the road. ]
..I have not forgotten your greeting.
[ The kiss hello, which he promised. But if those really were press members outside and they had decided to snoop at the car as they ask themselves was that really Wei Wuxian? He can imagine the drama if they were caught with tongues down each other's throats.
Not that Lan Wangji minds at all, but it isn't his career on the line. ]
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But he's still gonna ham it up, of course! ]
Then you owe me ten more kisses when we're alone!
[ It's so so so so difficult to keep himself reigned in right now. He's admiring Lan Wangji from his spot in the passenger seat, eyes more drawn to him than anything they're passing by outside, as if he can't get enough of watching the other man. He's just... so handsome. And so perfect. And he makes Wei Wuxian's heart feel so, so, so full. ]
... But thank you for looking out for me. I think Wen Qing would kill me if I got caught kissing in public. My clean image, hahahaha!
[ He's everyone's darling, after all. The perfect boy next door, handsome sweetheart, adorable heartthrob. If people found out he was in a relationship, phew! Who knows what scandal that would bring! ]
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[ With a pause in the traffic he glances over as he speaks, also just staring at the man beside him as if they had been parted for years and not merely hours, just... watching him, looking at his smile, and he doesn't resist reaching over to take a hand in his once more before they drive off again.
It isn't going to stop at ten kisses, he can guarantee that, which only brings up a tiny amused smirk that he quickly attempts to hide once Wei Wuxian talks of his image.]
In your last romantic drama, you asked the father for permission to marry before you kissed her. Is that what Wei Ying expects? Should I petition the Jiangs?
[ He is teasing. But also not. ]
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But he wants it! He wants it so bad it makes his chest ache. Damnit, he knows it's just a joke but... damnit! ]
The Jiangs won't care. You should petition Wen Qing. Her approval is much more hard won, I promise you that.
[ He laughs then and squeezes Lan Wangji's hand lightly as his hand is held. It feels good, which is why even though he just told himself it'd be insane to bring it up, he ends up blurting out â ]
Is that what you want? To get married one day?
[ Ignore the pink on his face as he asks that. ]
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But then the talk of marriage becomes a little more direct, more than just idle joking. It is the type of conversation you have after many dates, and in modern times he knows that couples may date for months and even years without it coming up, if these were regular circumstances one of them may have run away to avoid talking about it so soon, but he does not intend to shy away from answering. ]
I do.
[ His eyes still focus on the road ahead, but his hand gives a little squeeze. ]
I intend to marry the man I will spend my life with.
[ No 'hope to' or 'wish to' here, he intends to do it, and will. And while no name is mentioned, considering the hand held tightly in his own it should be obvious who he means by that.. ]
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He's this close to asking Lan Wangji if he'll marry him. So close. He hasn't even been to his house. He hasn't even met his brother. They haven't even had sex. But god, it would be funny to get married and not tell Jiang Cheng. Let him know afterwards, as a courtesy. Would be fucking funny. And then he'd have him â the love of his life. Permanently attached to each other. Not that... he's told Lan Wangji he's the love of his life. Because that'd be insane too, right?
God, these feelings are strong. So strong he feels a little punch-drunk. He lifts their clasped hands and presses a kiss to Lan Wangji's knuckles before letting them drop again, completely smitten. ]
Me too. I only want to get married once, to one man, and to spend the rest of our lives together. I don't want anyone else.
[ Is that insane to say to someone you've been on one date with just that morning after texting each other all night? Probably. Definitely. But to be fair, Wei Wuxian is the one with a lot to lose here and he's risking it all just to have a scrap more of Lan Wangji's attention. There is no rational explanation for his actions. ]
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But he doesn't say it, only because he knows he needs to give Wei Ying a little breathing room. They'll spend quality time together, Wei Wuxian will fall in love with his penthouse, his cooking, his rabbits, will be utterly taken apart in bed, and everything will fall into its rightful place. He won't say it yet, but he can certainly drop the biggest, most obvious implications that it will happen some point down the line. ]
Wei Ying. I am not suited for casual dating. I believe when done so, it should be with the intentions of marriage.
[ If Wei Ying accepts, great, and if it makes him a little flighty then Lan Wangji will just spend the coming days, weeks, however long showering him with affection until his apprehensions melt away. It really is unfair to Wei Wuxian, not knowing that the man beside him practically has a cheat sheet of all his likes and dislikes, and is confident he can easily mold himself into his literal Dream Man âĸ ]
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Okay. Then... we'll date with that intention.
[ Butterflies in his stomach, he wishes they weren't driving so he could crawl into Lan Wangji's lap and be soothed by his touch. It's a little wild how clearly he can envision it, how much he aches for it. He's never been in a relationship before â only acted in ones for TV but he feels like he knows how this would go, knows how they would meet each other's edges like perfect puzzle pieces linked together.
He's in love. This has to be love. There's no other answer for it, is there? ]
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[ He is soooo pleased to hear it, so happy. A nagging thought in the back of Lan Wangji's head had been telling him all day to be cautious, that being too eager or too truthful could scare Wei Wuxian away and then he'd need to work twice as hard to lure him back, but it really isn't the case. And why would would it be? They are soulmates, of course the yearning to be together would work both ways.
He turns to face Wei Wuxian for a moment when the drive allows it, flashing him a smile which is small but soft and genuine. He really is looking forward to getting them home, to be able to spend the rest of the afternoon and all night wrapped up in the arms of his only love.
Thankfully there is not much further to go as they end up in one of the nice districts of town, full of luxury residential buildings which seem to reach up to the very sky. A quick turn takes them into the underground parking lot of one, and it seems that each apartment even has a couple assigned parking spots especially for them. Very swanky. ]
We have arrived.
[ Looking over again to the passenger side, he wants to kiss him so bad... but soon. Soon. Instead Lan Wangji gives a final squeeze of his hand before letting go and getting out of the car. ]
One moment.
[ Once out he walks around the car to open up the passenger side, holding out a hand to help Wei Wuxian climb out. They may both be guys but he's still set on being a proper gentleman, all part of the plan to woo Wei Wing in record time! ]
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Is it uncouth for someone like him to feel this way? He's built his career over lying to millions of people in a way that makes them feel happy. He has a reputation to maintain. His biggest worry is that Lan Wangji thinks he's being impulsive and reckless and that's just who he is as a person, that how he's responding to Lan Wangji isn't the exception but the rule. He's never thought of this way about a fan before, but he saw Lan Wangji at the fanmeeting and his heart was consumed.
He's grateful they finally arrive at the apartment building because he thinks he might explode if he doesn't tackle these feelings in some way soon, if not verbally, physically. He did notice that Lan Wangji lives in a really good neighborhood, that his apartment building is nothing short of... lush. How rich is this guy? He'll wait in the passenger seat when he's told to wait, surprised when Lan Wangji opens his car door and holds out a hand for him. ]
You're really old fashioned, huh?
[ It's a wonder that they don't actually get married before sex. But he'll take Lan Wangji's hand and step out of the car, letting the door close behind him. After, he's immediately winding his arms around Lan Wangji's arm, hanging off him happily as he smiles up at him. Lan Wangji has a few inches on him, which is kind of funny. Usually he's the tall one in the relationships he has on TV. This makes him feel good though, small and nice. ]
We should go up to your place, before I get distracted kissing you down here.
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[ Or maybe.. you know.. it's the fact that he is LITERALLY old-fashioned, and was even centuries ago. Once a fuddy-duddy, always a fuddy-duddy.
They probably WOULD have to wait for marriage if a) it was anyone other than Wei Ying (an impossibility) and b) Lan Wangji didn't consider them already married. But they are, soul to soul, so it's fine.
As Wei Ying wraps an arm around his, Lan Wangji leans into it, the need to open doors and press buttons being the only reasoning why he doesn't reach out with his second hand to tug Wei Wuxian even closer. He gives a little non-committal hum in response to the kissing, agreeing that it really should wait until they are inside (soon... soon... ) and he leads them into the lobby elevator and with a flash of a keycard up, up, up, right to the top, and once it opens there is no hallway, only a single door?
Oh. They spoke about it before, kind of, but he's like rich rich.... ]
This is home.
[ And will be Wei Ying's also, eventually! Or it will be from the moment he steps one foot inside because he'll just never want to leave, if Lan Wangji gets his way. He should probably give a tour, show off his rabbits or something, but instead as soon as the door closes behind them he is stepping closer in silence, wrapping an arm around Wei Wuxian's back to pull him closer as he's being backed against the wall.. ]
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I do. You're a real fuddy-duddy, you know that?
[ If anything confirms this is Wei Wuxian, the fact that he's calling Lan Wangji a fuddy-duddy cements it. But he doesn't mean it as an insult, it's just... cute. Lan Wangji is cute. He's all smiles as Lan Wangji leads him into the elevator and it's only as they go higher and higher, to the highest floor, that he begins to wonder if Lan Wangji doesn't just have an apartment but the penthouse. That's crazy, right? No way?
But oh, then he's led into a hallway with a single door and, okay. Yeah. He has the penthouse. That's insane. Holy shit. He's trying to quantify all this in his head as they pass through the door but then he doesn't have much time to do that before Lan Wangji is crowding him in against the wall and getting into his space. Oh. Oh.
He'll let go of his arm only so he can wrap his arms around Lan Wangji's neck and feel himself full of fluster. There is Lan Wangji with his soft fluffy hair and intense golden eyes, looking right at him and ahhh.... ahhh.... ]
Lan Zhan...
[ Kiss him, kiss him, kiss him. ]
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They're up against the wall and Lan Wangji still has a hand clutching at the small of his back, the other brushing through hair as he leans in and kisses. It is definitely not a chaste or hesitant kiss but instead one that oozes confidence and the want for more, as if he were already so used to kissing his Wei Ying that it comes as natural as breathing, as if he is parched and desperate for contact, as if they had been apart for weeks or months and not merely hours.
He tilts his head as he coaxes Wei Wuxian's up, using those few inches of difference in height to deepen the kiss, to use tongue just a little, and when they finally need to take a moment's break for some actual air he speaks, low and quiet. ]
That is one.
[ ....of at least ten. ]
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When the kiss breaks, Wei Wuxian has a dazed look on his face, arousal coursing through him. Lan Wangji is... wonderful, he thinks. Perfect. Exactly the man he needed and he didn't even realize it. He needs to tell him. Tell him the truth. That he's the only one Wei Wuxian has ever looked at, the only one he's ever actually wanted. ]
I have to confess something.
[ Voice a little hoarse, low and pleased. He tilts up on his tippy toes to get more in Lan Wangji's space, to wrap his arms tighter around his neck and press a kiss to the corner of his mouth. ]
I've never kissed anyone before, if it wasn't for acting. I've never dated before. I've never had sex before. The first time I kissed anyone because I wanted to kiss them was in your car this morning. The first time I'll have sex will be tonight, with you. I've never been interested in anyone before, until I met you.
[ Which makes sense, if you know they're soulmates. If you don't, it might just seem like Wei Wuxian is lying or socially awkward since he's become so famous but... never been with anyone? All the people throwing themselves at his feet and he never liked any of them?
This combined with how fast they've been moving relationship wise, it should raise red flags, set off alarm bells, but it all makes sense if you know that his soul belongs to Lan Wangji and Lan Wangji alone. Wei Wuxian doesn't know how to explain himself either though. He just feels like something's awoken in him and he can't breathe if he's not around Lan Wangji. ]
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He had hoped that Wei Wuxian hadn't been with any others, didn't like the thought of him even dating anybody else even if it never lead to sex, or even kissing, but to have confirmation now is honestly so satisfying and he smiles, relaxed and content as he leans their foreheads together. When it comes to love and romance, they will always been each others firsts and onlys. ]
I have only ever wanted to kiss Wei Ying. Have only kissed Wei Ying. [ It isn't.... a lie... exactly.. even if certain details are withheld..] He will be the only one in my bed, the only one I want to wake up with.
[ And now he's just going to kiss him again, for good measure. ]
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It's a little surreal then just how good Lan Wangji is at kissing him if this is one of his first few kisses. He's so confident, so bold. But maybe that's just an innate trait of Lan Wangji's, knowing what he wants and how to get it. Which, on that note, when the kiss (two of ten) breaks and Wei Wuxian is left panting softly against Lan Wangji's lips, he grins a little lopsided. ]
That... that doesn't mean I don't have experience. [ A grin, teasing. ] I have toys at home. I know what I like. What I want. When we get there... I really want you to fuck me.
[ And then he's pushing forward himself to kiss Lan Wangji again. He's a grown man who has had his own sexual desires! He's fucked himself with a dildo and dreamed of an imaginary man who would pin him down and take him. Now he has that man and he knows he wants his cock. He doesn't want any confusion here, he wants to be the one who gets fucked and he wants Lan Wangji to do it. ]
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There was a plan. Hanging out and talking, later cooking, dinner, eventually bed, but now the order is being rewritten in his head]
Wei Ying.. [ He pulls back from that next kiss, still letting their lips brush against each other as he speaks. ] Keep saying such things, and your dinner is going to be delayed. I will be occupied.
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Giddy, he leans up and kisses Lan Wangji's nose, fingers curling against his shoulders as he holds onto him and wiggles a little in his grip. He wants more, he can't say he doesn't. ]
Occupied, huh? Occupied with what?
[ A soft hum and he pulls one of his hands back to take Lan Wangji's wrist in his own, pulling his hand down, down, down until it's resting on Wei Wuxian's ass. That's what he wants. ]
With... kissing me? Touching me? Fucking me?
[ Another soft, chaste kiss against the corner of his lips. ]
Should I pretend I don't want that? I'm a really good actor, you know.
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Wei Ying asks if he should pretend and while he knows it is in jest, he doesn't want that to happen at all, his hands slipping down a little further as he leans forward, wrapping around the back of Wei Wuxian's legs at the top of the thighs before Lan Wangji just hoists him up as he kisses, carrying him several inches from the ground as he begins walking them through the penthouse. ]
No pretending. I shall do all three.
[ Kissing. Touching. Fucking. ]
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He likes it.
So, as they kiss, he groans softly into Lan Wangji's mouth and kisses and kisses and kisses him. He lifts a hand to sink it into Lan Wangji's hair, clutching a fistful of the soft strands and holding onto him tightly. His other arm goes around Lan Wangji's shoulders, clutching his shoulder from behind and holding onto him. As the kiss breaks and Lan Wangji talks, he grins a little stupid and looks at him with hungry, hungry eyes. ]
Good. I don't want to pretend otherwise. I want you to do it.
[ He should take more of a look around the penthouse as they make their way through it, trying to see the decor and the way Lan Wangji lives. But he's... distracted. So, all he does is sink into their next kiss, moaning softly against him and letting their tongues slide against each other with urgent, desperate desire. ]
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