[ That response is definitely a reminder of how out of touch Xue Yang is on some level. Wei Wuxian can't help but let his mouth pull into a thin frown and try to figure out how he feels about that. He knows his problem — it's anxiety and his difficult to manage attention span. But he deals with it, and when he can't, he has a drink. It's simple.

He eats the rest of his brownie as he considers Xue Yang's advice. He wonders what it'd be like for a moment to see the world the way Xue Yang does, but he decides he really doesn't want to. ]

Coming back to life doesn't mean I want to waste it on petty revenge. Most things that bother me are my own fault anyway. Getting a second chance like this is better spent doing things I love instead of dwelling on what I hate.