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Who's wasting it? You get revenge because they deserve what's coming to them. If you have regrets just kill whoever you need to to make yourself feel better.
[ Xue Yang is a man of simple pleasures. Revenge, murder, mad scientist experimentation... what more could a guy want? (Definitely not anything else. Definitely.)
Oh yeah, he could also want sweets. Xue Yang is on the last few bites of his brownie when his Watch and Wei Wuxian's go off at the same time with near-identical messages.
Congratulations! Our state-of-the-art Compatibility Detection has determined that you are a prime match for fellow AFTER DARK user: Wei Wuxian
In order to facilitate a fun and hands-on interaction, the two of you have been automatically enrolled in the following pair service: SHIBARI (FULL-BODY)
Please proceed to House Finch immediately to meet your new match and get ready to explore all the aspects of your compatibility!
Xue Yang rolls his eyes as he reads the message over and speaks with his mouth still half-full. ]
Ah, one of these fucking things again.
[ Xue Yang is a man of simple pleasures. Revenge, murder, mad scientist experimentation... what more could a guy want? (Definitely not anything else. Definitely.)
Oh yeah, he could also want sweets. Xue Yang is on the last few bites of his brownie when his Watch and Wei Wuxian's go off at the same time with near-identical messages.
Congratulations! Our state-of-the-art Compatibility Detection has determined that you are a prime match for fellow AFTER DARK user: Wei Wuxian
In order to facilitate a fun and hands-on interaction, the two of you have been automatically enrolled in the following pair service: SHIBARI (FULL-BODY)
Please proceed to House Finch immediately to meet your new match and get ready to explore all the aspects of your compatibility!
Xue Yang rolls his eyes as he reads the message over and speaks with his mouth still half-full. ]
Ah, one of these fucking things again.
May I ask how you are dealing with it? I worry I have been lulled into a false sense of security after being here for so long with no arrivals of anyone I know, while at the same time knowing it could happen at any moment. Every time new arrivals appear, I find myself worried and I do not know how I will handle it if this should ever come to pass for me.
I do sincerely hope that the statues mean that their spirit has been released back home. I have seen some disappear and come back, though they are not who they were before, typically from a different timeline so I cannot say what truly happened to the person I met originally. It is disturbing to say the least.
[For some reason, that is not something Loki has considered before, but it makes an awful lot of sense.]
I think you must be correct about that. I wonder if we can find a way of discovering if its appetite has changed then. It seems possible that it is feeding more considering how many people seem to arrive periodically. That number far exceeds how many leave. So now I wonder what that reason might be. Is it simply gorging itself? Or is there something wrong that means it requires more sustenance?
I do sincerely hope that the statues mean that their spirit has been released back home. I have seen some disappear and come back, though they are not who they were before, typically from a different timeline so I cannot say what truly happened to the person I met originally. It is disturbing to say the least.
[For some reason, that is not something Loki has considered before, but it makes an awful lot of sense.]
I think you must be correct about that. I wonder if we can find a way of discovering if its appetite has changed then. It seems possible that it is feeding more considering how many people seem to arrive periodically. That number far exceeds how many leave. So now I wonder what that reason might be. Is it simply gorging itself? Or is there something wrong that means it requires more sustenance?
poorly, if i'm honest. i can't help but spend our time together worrying about him leaving at any given time. i'm relieved when i wake up and he's still there and anxious when i go to bed and unsure if he'll be there in the morning. i think it's something i just have to learn to live with.
that does sound disturbing. if only we had more information...
i have the same questions as you! does it need a little bit more every time to be satisfied? then when will it be satisfied? if we had accurate numbers for each round of arrivals, this would likely help but the idea of gathering those numbers seems more difficult than anything else
that does sound disturbing. if only we had more information...
i have the same questions as you! does it need a little bit more every time to be satisfied? then when will it be satisfied? if we had accurate numbers for each round of arrivals, this would likely help but the idea of gathering those numbers seems more difficult than anything else
[ Ah...! He wasn't expecting the fingers, was focused solely on the mouth on him, making him ache with the wonderful pleasure that is getting blown by Dan Heng. He's hard and wet and his toes curl lightly against the floor, hips pressing up into Dan Heng's mouth before he feels the gently probing fingers against his hole and all he can do is whimper at the sensitive sensation against his rim.
His eyes open then, meeting Dan Heng's which are asking permission and he gives a nod, flushed and weak to the feeling. Fuck. This is great. He doesn't know why they haven't been doing this all day, truly. ]
Nngh, yeah, that's — that's really good, Dan Heng. You're really good.
His eyes open then, meeting Dan Heng's which are asking permission and he gives a nod, flushed and weak to the feeling. Fuck. This is great. He doesn't know why they haven't been doing this all day, truly. ]
Nngh, yeah, that's — that's really good, Dan Heng. You're really good.
[ Ahhh. He's going to try... it? Try what? Getting to know someone and then turning them into a fierce corpse? That's — that's not great. But Wei Wuxian doesn't know what to do to steer him away from that direction. Why is this his responsibility?!
At the question, he's given a bit of pause. What was his first? Wen Ning was his first real successful resurrection but he'd made puppets before that. After killing Wen Chao, he went a little crazy with flinging the dead at the Wens during the Sunshot campaign. But his real first time was in the Burial Mounds. Experimenting with what worked, what didn't, what would save him from being stuck there. He was consumed with resentful energy, driven mad with it. The things he did in the Burial Mounds... ]
Mm, during the Sunshot campaign. There were a lot of corpses, not a lot of soldiers. I put two and two together, tried something out and threw it at the Wens.
[ This is a lie but he's not telling Xue Yang what he did in the Burial Mounds. Demonic cultivation has always been about survival to him, not the same as it is for Xue Yang but he doesn't want to share that with him. So, he'll be what Xue Yang wants him to be, for now. ]
At the question, he's given a bit of pause. What was his first? Wen Ning was his first real successful resurrection but he'd made puppets before that. After killing Wen Chao, he went a little crazy with flinging the dead at the Wens during the Sunshot campaign. But his real first time was in the Burial Mounds. Experimenting with what worked, what didn't, what would save him from being stuck there. He was consumed with resentful energy, driven mad with it. The things he did in the Burial Mounds... ]
Mm, during the Sunshot campaign. There were a lot of corpses, not a lot of soldiers. I put two and two together, tried something out and threw it at the Wens.
[ This is a lie but he's not telling Xue Yang what he did in the Burial Mounds. Demonic cultivation has always been about survival to him, not the same as it is for Xue Yang but he doesn't want to share that with him. So, he'll be what Xue Yang wants him to be, for now. ]
[ That's not............ okay, Xue Yang. Wei Wuxian wishes for a moment he had more wine, because this conversation is unfortunately sobering him up a little. He should have brought his wine with him when he came to meet Xue Yang.
Of course, this is what he's thinking when the watches go off and he reads the message as it comes in, eyebrows furrowing and confusion etching his features. Did it just match him with Xue Yang? For... ]
What's a shibari?
[ Oh no. ]
Of course, this is what he's thinking when the watches go off and he reads the message as it comes in, eyebrows furrowing and confusion etching his features. Did it just match him with Xue Yang? For... ]
What's a shibari?
[ Oh no. ]
[ It's his responsibility because he's the senior! Congratulations; I'm sorry that happened to you! ]
That makes sense. If one person can fight like one thousand, you can do way better than just filling out ranks.
[ There's no question of why the Wens didn't try to fight poison with a poison; Xue Yang of anyone else knows that it takes talent to actually be good at demonic cultivation. It's why the Yin Tiger Tally was so coveted.
It seems to be a satisfying enough answer because Xue Yang moves on without questioning deeper. ]
Is that when you made the Yin Tiger Tally?
That makes sense. If one person can fight like one thousand, you can do way better than just filling out ranks.
[ There's no question of why the Wens didn't try to fight poison with a poison; Xue Yang of anyone else knows that it takes talent to actually be good at demonic cultivation. It's why the Yin Tiger Tally was so coveted.
It seems to be a satisfying enough answer because Xue Yang moves on without questioning deeper. ]
Is that when you made the Yin Tiger Tally?
I think it's a thing with ropes. I've seen that word on a lot of the rope in the shops, anyway. It seems kind of like wuhuadabang.
[ He gives a half-amused, half-derogatory snort. ]
Maybe it decided on it since we're both criminals.
[ He gives a half-amused, half-derogatory snort. ]
Maybe it decided on it since we're both criminals.
[ a little praise goes a long way, and dan heng finds himself very much wanting to earn more of it, to keep bringing his partner pleasure, with his mouth and hands both. as wet as wei wuxian is, it is all too easy for dan heng to slide two slim fingers into his body, the middle and ring fingers of his left hand sinking in to the second knuckle.
he's warm, and so tight, squeezing around his touch. ]
Tell me if it's too much.
[ he says, breathless, his lips still pressed to the underside of wei wuxian's cock, his own hard and aching between his thighs now. grinding against the bed, a muffled moan rubs along wei wuxian's length as dan heng swallows him down again, and pushes his fingers deeper still. ]
he's warm, and so tight, squeezing around his touch. ]
Tell me if it's too much.
[ he says, breathless, his lips still pressed to the underside of wei wuxian's cock, his own hard and aching between his thighs now. grinding against the bed, a muffled moan rubs along wei wuxian's length as dan heng swallows him down again, and pushes his fingers deeper still. ]
[That is a feeling Loki can identify with. He’s lost a lot of people in his life and that’s something that never gets easier. Even if it just means that the people you miss are simply somewhere else. He’s been feeling that even more intensely lately. It’s like with every passing day, he misses people from home more and more. But he tries not to think about it since there isn’t anything more he can do about it.]
I am very sorry to hear that. I know how hard that can be. Losing people is never easy. I would like to offer some sage advice that you should live every moment you have with him to the fullest, but I know that words can be cheap.
I do keep trying to find more information, but they are rather good at hiding what is going on. I’m actually a little impressed. I thought I would’ve found out a lot more by now.
I agree. Gathering data like that seems rather tedious, but it is a good idea. Perhaps there is someone here who enjoys that sort of information collection? I might consider putting something out on the network. You never know what people like doing.
I am very sorry to hear that. I know how hard that can be. Losing people is never easy. I would like to offer some sage advice that you should live every moment you have with him to the fullest, but I know that words can be cheap.
I do keep trying to find more information, but they are rather good at hiding what is going on. I’m actually a little impressed. I thought I would’ve found out a lot more by now.
I agree. Gathering data like that seems rather tedious, but it is a good idea. Perhaps there is someone here who enjoys that sort of information collection? I might consider putting something out on the network. You never know what people like doing.
[ ……… does he look that extraverted ]
I didn’t have a reason to.
I didn’t have a reason to.
i appreciate the sentiment though. it's definitely something i've tried to remind myself and so, your advice is heeded. i enjoy the time i do spend with him, at least.
it makes me wonder sometimes if the staff even knows what's going on or if they're just living their lives, oblivious. is there anyone with answers at all?
and that's a good idea... alright, i might try that soon! maybe someone has the numbers and can advise.
it makes me wonder sometimes if the staff even knows what's going on or if they're just living their lives, oblivious. is there anyone with answers at all?
and that's a good idea... alright, i might try that soon! maybe someone has the numbers and can advise.
That is about all we can do, really. Try to enjoy what time we have even as we try to change our circumstances. Most people, I believe, do not wish to be here. At least not in the sense of not being able to leave whenever they wish. I could see this being an interesting and fun vacation, but kidnapping is not something I think anyone truly enjoys.
But you are lucky. We are all lucky that this place isn’t worse, but to have someone you care for here is something I admit to being jealous of.
I am unsure about the staff as a whole. I know that some are former guests who did not leave for varying reasons. I assume they know more than us, but I do not believe they know enough to truly understand what is happening here. Or if they did, they do not any longer. Being here for a long time seems to affect guests response to the events that occur, if the long standing guests are anything to go by.
Please do let me know if you find anything out, and I will do the same in return.
But you are lucky. We are all lucky that this place isn’t worse, but to have someone you care for here is something I admit to being jealous of.
I am unsure about the staff as a whole. I know that some are former guests who did not leave for varying reasons. I assume they know more than us, but I do not believe they know enough to truly understand what is happening here. Or if they did, they do not any longer. Being here for a long time seems to affect guests response to the events that occur, if the long standing guests are anything to go by.
Please do let me know if you find anything out, and I will do the same in return.
i can agree with that. i definitely would've fancied a visit here myself if it wasn't permanent and without my consent. i like being here, but i don't like the circumstances around my being here, you know?
and yes, that i also agree with. i feel incredibly lucky to have him here. i'm sorry that you don't have anyone of your own here as well but all i can do is offer my own company if you're ever lonely, gongzi
yeah... that makes sense. so, they're useless overall. so annoying! it really is just up to us to figure things out.
of course! happy to share, always.
and yes, that i also agree with. i feel incredibly lucky to have him here. i'm sorry that you don't have anyone of your own here as well but all i can do is offer my own company if you're ever lonely, gongzi
yeah... that makes sense. so, they're useless overall. so annoying! it really is just up to us to figure things out.
of course! happy to share, always.
Oh.
[ Well, that gets a rather blank look from Wei Wuxian as he tries to process how he feels about that. Being tied up with rope... in a fetish way... with Xue Yang? Hm. That's. Hm.
God, he can never tell Lan Wangji about tonight. ]
You're not tying me up. [ . . . ] I'll tie you up.
[ Well, that gets a rather blank look from Wei Wuxian as he tries to process how he feels about that. Being tied up with rope... in a fetish way... with Xue Yang? Hm. That's. Hm.
God, he can never tell Lan Wangji about tonight. ]
You're not tying me up. [ . . . ] I'll tie you up.
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