[ He's so close himself, so close that he's stopped babbling even. It's just too overwhelming to think, to talk, to do anything except rock into Lan Wangji's touch and let it take him over the edge. He can feel it, when Lan Wangji reaches his climax, hears his name whispered over and over again and despite himself, his eyes grow hot with tears from just how good it feels, just how desperately he wants it. There's a sniff and a choked out — ]
Lan Zhan.
[ Before he's spilling all over his hand, his release hitting him with a low groan in his throat and eyes squeezing shut, tears spilling from the edges as he comes. It's so overwhelming, so perfect, so wonderful, that he can't even fathom not doing this again. He wants it so badly now, wants Lan Wangji more than he ever did before. He knew he was in love with him before but now that he knows their bodies are this compatible, he doesn't know how he's going to withstand not having this all the time. Every day. He needs it, he realizes. Needs it desperately.
As his orgasm fades, mess all over the insides of his pants and Lan Wangji's hand, he lets out another choked out sob and buries his face in Lan Wangji's shoulder. Why is he crying? He has no idea, he's just overwhelmed with emotion and can't keep himself from doing so. He whines softly, the fingers of his free hand clutching the back of Lan Wangji's robes while he cries softly into his shoulder, holding him so tight and desperate.
His mumbled voice comes, just repeating over and over — ]
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Lan Zhan.
[ Before he's spilling all over his hand, his release hitting him with a low groan in his throat and eyes squeezing shut, tears spilling from the edges as he comes. It's so overwhelming, so perfect, so wonderful, that he can't even fathom not doing this again. He wants it so badly now, wants Lan Wangji more than he ever did before. He knew he was in love with him before but now that he knows their bodies are this compatible, he doesn't know how he's going to withstand not having this all the time. Every day. He needs it, he realizes. Needs it desperately.
As his orgasm fades, mess all over the insides of his pants and Lan Wangji's hand, he lets out another choked out sob and buries his face in Lan Wangji's shoulder. Why is he crying? He has no idea, he's just overwhelmed with emotion and can't keep himself from doing so. He whines softly, the fingers of his free hand clutching the back of Lan Wangji's robes while he cries softly into his shoulder, holding him so tight and desperate.
His mumbled voice comes, just repeating over and over — ]
Lan Zhan, Lan Zhan, Lan Zhan...!